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adict_amelia @ 2007-03-04T23:17:00

2007-03-05T07:23:56Z

I have a terrible cold and feel like shit and it's totally worth it. I had an amazing party on Friday and went to an after party in a coat closet in the mission and I had a sleep over at Dustin's and we watched movies and smoked cigarettes and took his beautiful dog for a midnight walk. We had greasy breakfast and grapefruit juice and I couldn't ask for more.

adict_amelia @ 2007-02-26T01:11:00

2007-02-26T09:19:31Z

Today I slept until 2 in the afternoon and got my palm read. I am now looking forward to the third week of March. I still need a job, but the phsycic said I would find a good job opportunity soon. I watched the oscars and alice in wonderland. I am so sleepy all the time and my photo show is coming up so soon and I have nothing developed. I love living in San Francisco.

ZZZZZZZ

2007-02-13T09:26:10Z

Why I cannot sleep:
I am going to NYC and am exstatic.
I want to go see a scary movie.
I want to go buy nice underwear.
I want another tattoo.
I have good beer in the fridge.
I want a grapefruit.
I want to take so many pictures.
I want to know how to do studio lighting.
I would kill for a Canon digital.
I want people to model for me.
I don't exercise enough.
I am in need of a lover.
It is too warm in my room.

Ok, grapefruit and a cigarette and I am going to bed.

adict_amelia @ 2007-01-31T11:55:00

2007-01-31T20:10:42Z

I have my own little tiny corner of San Francisco and it is so beautiful. I'm trying to get rid of everything I own and I've been finding so many amazing little things.
I found old prom pictures, polaroids of me, suzie, jair and Kory junior year of high school, pictures of lotto tickets and hair cuts, I found the first issue of cupcake carnage, little love letters, ticket stubs, chinese coins, silk scarves and cheesy holagram stickers. I leave tomorrow morning and I hope everything will be fresh and new and clean, I want to start all over again.

adict_amelia @ 2007-01-24T20:41:00

2007-01-25T04:53:08Z

Today I watched someone be very sick and it scared me and made me sad. I am moving to San Francisco in six days and that scares me and I feel like I'm being pulled back here already. I want people to take care of themselves and I want to take care of other people and I hope everyone is happy.

adict_amelia @ 2007-01-10T11:53:00

2007-01-10T19:58:50Z

I think it's hilarious how everything can change in a heart beat, we have no respect, no contempt, no remorse for those we once loved. Love is the biggest joke on the planet and it's only good when you're in on it. Some people can find it and hop from one person to the next, using and taking and leaving shit and mess behind. I guess that helps hide all the lies and the fakeness of the rest of there too good lives. Sorry I wasted so much time and love and energy trying to make your dull life better.

christmas time again

2006-12-14T07:37:47Z

this is the cayuga house's christmas tree, we're so proud.

adict_amelia @ 2006-12-12T23:36:00

2006-12-13T06:36:55Z

I think the film for my new camera is discontinued.

This sucks eggs.

adict_amelia @ 2006-11-05T21:47:00

2006-11-06T04:47:29Z

My tummy hurts and I am moving to San Francisco on January 1st.

adict_amelia @ 2006-10-26T10:36:00

2006-10-26T17:38:36Z

As of right now I'm stressed out, but it's pretty much my own fault.

I am now an employee at crossroads trading company. Let's see how this goes.

I need to do better in school too. Let's see how that goes.

adict_amelia @ 2006-10-17T00:36:00

2006-10-17T07:42:58Z

I realized today after a 7 hour flight that the last six days of my life were the best six days of my life. I would trade the world and beyond for them to keep going.
I've never felt like I was dying without a person before, but I think it might be happening and all I want is for everything to stop. I want to be back with the only person that matters. I don't want to feel like I'm falling apart all the time. I can't take this anymore. I need something to change and soon. I want to be in their arms because no place else compares. I would give up everything just to have ten more minutes with them, the way things were. I miss them. They know what I want to say, but I can't so I guess good night and take care will have to do.

adict_amelia @ 2006-09-22T20:09:00

2006-09-23T03:16:59Z

I am officially an employee at closet capers in santa Cruz and made a hat with my bare hands today, from scratch.

La Jetee is my new favorite movie. I suggest you all see it, in english and in french so you get the picture, unless you are really good at french.

My birthday is october tenth and that is also the day that I will be irreversibly branding myself with black ink spelling out "BOWIE 1972" on the upper inside of my right arm.

And I have my own house on cayuga street, so all of you have't visited should because it's the most sixties thing to happen since mod revival.

adict_amelia @ 2006-05-16T07:43:00

2006-05-16T14:44:06Z

It's apartment shopping day!

adict_amelia @ 2006-05-06T10:05:00

2006-05-06T17:07:25Z

So there's this thing called a break, and they totally suck, so I'm not doing it anymore, no no, never again.

adict_amelia @ 2006-04-16T17:05:00

2006-04-17T00:08:10Z

Today I will have had my first ever hangover, and Jewish Easter, which is an oxymoron. Last night in Oakland with Miss Bianca was amazing, we danced, we laughed, we drank too much and we played spin the bottle, what more could a girl ask for. Oh, and it was all in a cave with turkey leg cake.

adict_amelia @ 2006-02-05T21:17:00

2006-02-06T05:18:33Z

Will anyone go to Yeah Yeah Yeahs with me?

adict_amelia @ 2006-02-01T14:59:00

2006-02-01T23:03:58Z

I applied to Pratt and I'm scared. I really, really, really wanna go there, it's almost too much to handle. I just have this little picture in my mind of a flat and the smell of paint and scotch and train trips to Boston and a lovely boy with British hair cuts and photos and snow and seeing my grandma, with all of her cats and her white rought iron furniture in Ithaca.

Oh and I have half black half blonde hair now, but I don't have a digital camera because my mum to it to China so I guess you'll just have to visualize.

adict_amelia @ 2006-01-17T18:22:00

2006-01-18T02:23:48Z

My arm hurts, I think it's the spiders.

adict_amelia @ 2005-12-27T14:25:00

2005-12-27T22:30:17Z

I am in in in to San Francisco State.

Keep your fingers crossed on Pratt and Reed.

adict_amelia @ 2005-12-13T12:09:00

2005-12-13T20:10:36Z

I haven' tbeen to school in two days because I've been too busy taking dayquil and blowing my nose.

adict_amelia @ 2005-11-28T19:02:00

2005-11-29T03:04:11Z

There is nothing like kissing in the rain with someone you really adore and care about.

How lucky I am.

Knife Fights

2005-11-04T01:39:14Z

1940

adict_amelia @ 2005-10-29T20:35:00

2005-10-30T03:39:19Z

DAVID BOWIE IS MESSIAH!!!

adict_amelia @ 2005-10-19T17:55:00

2005-10-20T00:57:22Z

I crashed into a tree on my bike, AGAIN!!! And now I have a scratch on my face, how glamorous.

adict_amelia @ 2005-10-12T16:31:00

2005-10-12T23:36:07Z

So today was my first bike ride to school.
Never, never again will I be attempting this.
I ran into a shrub thing on the way to school and some guy asked if I was OK and if I needed a ride, but I said I was fine, AND GUESS WHAT HAPPEND ON MY WAY HOME...I ran into the same shrub and fell off my bike, skinned my knee and another guy asked if I was OK and needed a ride.
No, no, never again.